Boys a'e weiwd

I don't want to get married and I don't want a boyfriend. Give me brothers and friends and a dog or two.

Almost any time I tell someone that I don't want to get married they respond with "Well than of course you'll be next." I don't dislike guys or anything. I love hanging around with them and I think they balance out the female population nicely. And I am sure, if a guy wins my heart I won't complain and refuse to marry him. But I don't want to fall for anyone. I am terribly and horribly afraid of the commitment and responsibility. I want to avoid the whole thing. All of it.

I calmly admit I am terrified and I don't want to be brave about it. I want to be invisible to keep boys away and relationships non-exisistant. That's all.

NO BOYS ALLOWED